Today I realized that I have spent too much time focusing on everything that’s wrong in my life. Yes things are wrong, things are hard and they will stay hard for a long time. And I’ve spent so much of my time hating this, being upset about it, letting it bring me down and take me deep into a terribly dark place. I hate this place, it’s sick, twisted and disgusting. I’ve spent my energy crying and feeling helpless. This isn’t where I want to be. So instead of spending my days and nights thinking of what could have been or what I could be doing, I’m going to focus my time and energy on the now. In order to get where I want to be, I need to do everything I can in order to get there. Take that anger and sadness and turn it into a fire to complete the things you need to do. Stop being so mad about everything that isn’t right or that went wrong and rage about what you want. Focus on what you want and don’t let anything stop you.